Not Ready

NOT READY

Sept 12, 2011

Man up, fess up

What you came for

You didn’t adore

It was a game

Fun

I was your play thang

Numero one

Instead you find

Your heart unwind

Catchin feelins

Huh

That’s alright

I already knowed

What power my pussy holds

But it doesn’t stop there

It’s my heart

My mind

My eyes stare

See I’m not a play thing

Or a toy

I’m a real ass grown woman

Baby boy

So don’t worry

Or fret

I’m not hatin’ on you yet

It’s best to stop

While you’re still ahead

Cuz boy

It’ll go downhill instead

You’ll find no one like me

From Timbuktu to Cincinnati

I’m the real deal

I’ll make you proud

Make your heart shiver

Your dick quiver

Leave you wanting my taste

With every embrace

Of a different woman’s face

What we have

Can expand

Into the Master’s divine plan

If God’s the goal

His Kingdom to uphold

So let’s look at this lesson

As a blessin

Another heart don’t be messin

Swappin spit

And juices slick

Can make your heart sick

If you’re not in it

To win it

Wait until you’re ready

And don’t be petty

So when the next one comes around

You’ll be the hottest commodity in town

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This Is What I Think (Piscean)

This Is What I Think (Pisces)

October 2, 2010

Come on

Admit it

You know I’m right

But for some reason

You feel like you have to keep up the fight

I know I’m in your thoughts

I know I’m in your mind

You will keep dreaming about me

Time after time after time

What we have between us

Ain’t going away

Little do you know

I’m here to stay

So fight the good fight

It’s a battle you’ve already lost

Cause you see

I’ve branded you mine

From my slightest touch to your deepest thoughts

You won’t forget the times

You went in deep

You took a part of my very soul

You won’t forget the times

I went deep too

Cause I swallowed your soul whole

It only takes a thought

To make your nature rise

Can you just imagine?

What happens when you’re on the inside?

Being complete

Isn’t just from our physical bond

It’s more than that

More spiritual and beyond

I don’t mean to boast

About the skills I possess

But you see my love for you

Has got you obsessed

Obsessed with my smell

Obsessed with my face

Obsessed with my essence

You can feel my aura in your personal space

So fight if you must

With your own self that is

For I’ve already won this battle

Yesterday, today

And let what is

Be what is

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Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

(July 31, 2010)

Am I your main squeeze or your main tease

Feelings overcloud judgement

Judgement hurt by betrayal

Betrayal just and unjust

Because of twisted loves lust

Or the betrayer justice prevailed

How does a deceiver become the betrayed?

And caused to rant and rave

The commitment given to the tease

Is no different from the squeeze

Yet the tease acts like the squeeze

Seeking revenge for the hurt the betrayer leaves

As crazy as this may sound

It’s a true story I learned from around

There can be no betraying the main tease

If the tease is betraying the main squeeze

The only right to justice or revenge

Is for all to end up not being friends

For the common hold

Is the deceiver of the fold

Who could not contain loves lustful end

Between the three chose

So I’m giving this caution

To the betrayer, the tease, and the squeeze

Don’t lose your cool

Because you all are already fools

Puppets on a string

Of sex, lies, and deceit

This situation can’t be made right

Or complete

Whatever’s done in the dark

Will come to light

Cause it is not fair

To the ones left out blind

So stop and count

The cost this time

Cause it is definitely

Not worth the crime

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Soul Mate

Soul Mate

(4-27-2011)

     I've often wondered what it felt to be like Adam & Eve 

She was bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh. 

Born not from want but from need.

     Eve was his soul, his second self. 

They were equals commissioned to work side by side, 

neither one in front and neither one behind.

     Yet, she wondered away from her duty and his side, 

allowing satan to take her on a fruitless mental ride.

     She was blamed for the downfall of man, 

but there's more to the accusations that came from man.

     If Adam & Eve were commissioned to stay by each others side, 

what was Adam doing that was so intense that he forgot about his bride.

     They say hindsight is 20/20. 

So I don't think I want the love like them you see.  

He took her for granted and blamed her for their sin. 

He didn't even try to love within.

     She was bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh. 

Where was the love when it was put to the test.

     I won't be taken for granted

     I won't be unappreciated

     I won't take the blame for being a woman.

     I will stay by your side as long as you stay true to God's word, 

be responsible, and not be crass or absurd.

     For you showed me from the beginning you would betray your own soul, 

when you responded "the woman you gave to me", as an excuse to the Lord.

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The Blame Game

THE BLAME GAME

 (1-24-2011)

So go ahead and just blame me

For not having the rose-colored glasses to see

You were doing your best not the best you could do

If it’s good enough for you then it should be good enough for me too

So go ahead and blame me

I am the reason your life is aggrieved

It’s too bad that its yourself that you can’t see

So go ahead blame me

If only I could have waited or held on for the final change

We would be a happy family and not dysfunctionally deranged

But oh no I had to put a thorn in the roses

Because I said enough is enough no more poses

You need a reason to explain

How someone like me could leave an awesome man who’s you

I was shallow, I couldn’t understand

That the sacrifice for family time was part of the greater plan

Success, that’s what you were aiming for

But instead I choose to throw in the towel and walk out the door

Once again I am to blame

For all the misery of this divorce and all your pain

I know, it’s all my fault because I chose not to see

The necessity of making sacrifices for business opportunities

It excuses the disconnect of the water or the lights

There really was no reason for me to take flight

So you are right, I am to blame

For not backing you up when business waned and waned and waned

To err is human and the third time’s the charm

Is that the point where our love suffered harm

Every chance you get you stick me with barbs

Trying to make small souls think I’m the fraud

So once again I will take the blame

But I won’t stand down or hold my head in shame

Do you feel better now, think you’re the saint

Because I took the blame for all the marriage strain

Do you feel good knowing there is nothing you did

To make me walk away without consulting the kids

So really it’s okay, place the blame on me

I will keep my eyes wide shut because you will see

The finger you’re constantly point at me

Has three pointing directly back at you

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