Souls at Play: Deep & Wild

Deep & Wild

We chose the time

To sit and unwind

Dine in the fusion of soul

Meditate as a whole

My body here

Your body there

Our higher selves together

Meeting on high

We started at first

With some confusion

How to start

So many miles apart

And slowly things connected

Breathing

Rapid then slow

Heartbeats fast

But distinctly three

Fluctuating

Actuating

To the fusion of we

How natural yet cozy

And sensational

Just the same

It felt right

Maybe even a little strange

To be so comfortable

And feel so complete

To be the first time

That we on High meet

I flitted and fleeted

You stared intent

Relaxations energy

You sent

Images of the ocean

While sitting on the pier

Then on a mountainside

Overseeing the city lights

At night

And then

A big release

No expectations

No thoughts of what’s next

Just energy flowing

Entwining

Spent

Sharing the Source

Of how we began

Yin…Yang

Twin of twin

Completely enraptured

In sensations unexplained

A birth of

Companionship

In Love's name

Not sexual in nature

Yet intimate and tight

Sharing each others energy

Felt very, very right

Together we lit up the grid

Magenta and Sapphire Blue

Met midway and merged

Into a flaming Violet Hue

Sitting face to face

We feel in the zone

Higher

Floating

In the unknown

Such beauty

Such vivid colors and light

Blended around us

Shining very bright

First face to face

Then side by side

And then one behind the other

As our energy collide

From the back of the head

A caress was made

Pulsating slowly

Wave after wave.

Intensifying

Yet subdued

I could tell

It surprised you too

As subtle as it came

It slowly ebbed away

Joy and contentment

Radiated in its place

It was time to come down

From heaven's playground

Fully energized

Not ready to let go

Of the undiscovered

Pleasure

Raw energy

Love

Zen

Ready to meditate again!

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Everlasting Love

Everlasting Love

December 13, 2012

You say you want me to give all of me

Well all of me is more than my sexuality

It entails my four dimensional being

The caress of my soul

And the kiss of my mind

The adoration of my body

And love sublime

I don't want to just be intimate in fleshly lust

I want to feel your soul and my soul spiritually thrust

The ecstasy we feel when our minds entwine

Should run through our entire beings

Heart, soul, emotions, and mind

So if you think your ready for the quest of me

We have to engage the most important part of ourselves

The selves we don't see

With the physical eye

The real you, the real me

Intellectually orgasmic in the fusion of we

This holistic intimacy is sure to bring you

To your knees, thanking God above

For experiencing everlasting love 

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Ode To Errol

The warrior prince is fallen
Succumbed by a weapon of sin
He fought the good fight long and hard
But alas, his body did him in

The warrior prince is fallen
His crown heavy on his head
Robbers and thieves surround him
To claim the victory of his death bed

The warrior prince is fallen
His body lay in wait
To be dressed for the burial procession
Of what royalty was born to partake

Dressed in purple royal
His throng solemnly looked on
Remembering his life’s journey
And its triumphant song

There lies within his bosom
The sweet betrayal’s kiss
That suppressed the refrain of his praise
Of a heroic departing bliss

How can you declare to love a gem so rare
And not value his mind
To allow the enemies flag to fly
Above your beloveds enshrine

The warrior prince is fallen
The earth mourns at his departure
The enemy delights at the pitiful sight
Of the throngs confused parade

Still the voices raised in triumphant ode
Told of his love and strength of old
And the voices rose in triumphant song
Gave victorious praise of the battles he won

The warrior prince if fallen
Now the enemy lies in wait
To prey upon the betrayers lair
And minds of the ingrates

Our hearts will not forget
Our minds will not stumble
For we know that the life light you shone
Will shine through death’s rubble

The warrior, the prince
May your body rest in peace
And your soul be uplifted
To reign with the departed warriors
Heaven’s beloved and gifted

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CommentaryThe Trilogy

Argentine Tango

Argentine Tango

June 11, 2012

You tug, I pull

The clips, the flicks

Intense

Distant

Insane

The pain

Its all in the name

Our emotional argentine tango

Leaves us tattered and scarred

No holds barred

You tugged in my heart strings

With your wit and your charm

I didn't see it coming

Your love had me disarmed

But laying beneath the surface

Was a different point of view

Your heart was willing

But your mind was confused

The pull

It was necessary

If I was to survive

The tugs of your love

You created inside

That's why I rendered

The clip words of truth to your ear

To turn your mind to me

Or make you disappear

Instead my clever tongue

Was met with the flicks of yours

That tore apart the heart

You claim to adore

And now I'm emotionally bent out of shape

Because of the mess our tug pulls create

Intense,

Heart wrenching,

Insane

How can we keep going like this

Complete yet deranged

Words left unspoken

Spoken yet unsaid

Distant

Is that the best for us

It seems so un-led

We're at a stand still

Neither one to yield

Yet love binds us

In this ordeal

Insane

The name of this pain

do we still tango

Or let fate reign

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Not Ready

NOT READY

Sept 12, 2011

Man up, fess up

What you came for

You didn’t adore

It was a game

Fun

I was your play thang

Numero one

Instead you find

Your heart unwind

Catchin feelins

Huh

That’s alright

I already knowed

What power my pussy holds

But it doesn’t stop there

It’s my heart

My mind

My eyes stare

See I’m not a play thing

Or a toy

I’m a real ass grown woman

Baby boy

So don’t worry

Or fret

I’m not hatin’ on you yet

It’s best to stop

While you’re still ahead

Cuz boy

It’ll go downhill instead

You’ll find no one like me

From Timbuktu to Cincinnati

I’m the real deal

I’ll make you proud

Make your heart shiver

Your dick quiver

Leave you wanting my taste

With every embrace

Of a different woman’s face

What we have

Can expand

Into the Master’s divine plan

If God’s the goal

His Kingdom to uphold

So let’s look at this lesson

As a blessin

Another heart don’t be messin

Swappin spit

And juices slick

Can make your heart sick

If you’re not in it

To win it

Wait until you’re ready

And don’t be petty

So when the next one comes around

You’ll be the hottest commodity in town

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This Is What I Think (Piscean)

This Is What I Think (Pisces)

October 2, 2010

Come on

Admit it

You know I’m right

But for some reason

You feel like you have to keep up the fight

I know I’m in your thoughts

I know I’m in your mind

You will keep dreaming about me

Time after time after time

What we have between us

Ain’t going away

Little do you know

I’m here to stay

So fight the good fight

It’s a battle you’ve already lost

Cause you see

I’ve branded you mine

From my slightest touch to your deepest thoughts

You won’t forget the times

You went in deep

You took a part of my very soul

You won’t forget the times

I went deep too

Cause I swallowed your soul whole

It only takes a thought

To make your nature rise

Can you just imagine?

What happens when you’re on the inside?

Being complete

Isn’t just from our physical bond

It’s more than that

More spiritual and beyond

I don’t mean to boast

About the skills I possess

But you see my love for you

Has got you obsessed

Obsessed with my smell

Obsessed with my face

Obsessed with my essence

You can feel my aura in your personal space

So fight if you must

With your own self that is

For I’ve already won this battle

Yesterday, today

And let what is

Be what is

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Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

(July 31, 2010)

Am I your main squeeze or your main tease

Feelings overcloud judgement

Judgement hurt by betrayal

Betrayal just and unjust

Because of twisted loves lust

Or the betrayer justice prevailed

How does a deceiver become the betrayed?

And caused to rant and rave

The commitment given to the tease

Is no different from the squeeze

Yet the tease acts like the squeeze

Seeking revenge for the hurt the betrayer leaves

As crazy as this may sound

It’s a true story I learned from around

There can be no betraying the main tease

If the tease is betraying the main squeeze

The only right to justice or revenge

Is for all to end up not being friends

For the common hold

Is the deceiver of the fold

Who could not contain loves lustful end

Between the three chose

So I’m giving this caution

To the betrayer, the tease, and the squeeze

Don’t lose your cool

Because you all are already fools

Puppets on a string

Of sex, lies, and deceit

This situation can’t be made right

Or complete

Whatever’s done in the dark

Will come to light

Cause it is not fair

To the ones left out blind

So stop and count

The cost this time

Cause it is definitely

Not worth the crime

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Soul Mate

Soul Mate

(4-27-2011)

     I've often wondered what it felt to be like Adam & Eve 

She was bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh. 

Born not from want but from need.

     Eve was his soul, his second self. 

They were equals commissioned to work side by side, 

neither one in front and neither one behind.

     Yet, she wondered away from her duty and his side, 

allowing satan to take her on a fruitless mental ride.

     She was blamed for the downfall of man, 

but there's more to the accusations that came from man.

     If Adam & Eve were commissioned to stay by each others side, 

what was Adam doing that was so intense that he forgot about his bride.

     They say hindsight is 20/20. 

So I don't think I want the love like them you see.  

He took her for granted and blamed her for their sin. 

He didn't even try to love within.

     She was bone of his bone, flesh of his flesh. 

Where was the love when it was put to the test.

     I won't be taken for granted

     I won't be unappreciated

     I won't take the blame for being a woman.

     I will stay by your side as long as you stay true to God's word, 

be responsible, and not be crass or absurd.

     For you showed me from the beginning you would betray your own soul, 

when you responded "the woman you gave to me", as an excuse to the Lord.

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The Blame Game

THE BLAME GAME

 (1-24-2011)

So go ahead and just blame me

For not having the rose-colored glasses to see

You were doing your best not the best you could do

If it’s good enough for you then it should be good enough for me too

So go ahead and blame me

I am the reason your life is aggrieved

It’s too bad that its yourself that you can’t see

So go ahead blame me

If only I could have waited or held on for the final change

We would be a happy family and not dysfunctionally deranged

But oh no I had to put a thorn in the roses

Because I said enough is enough no more poses

You need a reason to explain

How someone like me could leave an awesome man who’s you

I was shallow, I couldn’t understand

That the sacrifice for family time was part of the greater plan

Success, that’s what you were aiming for

But instead I choose to throw in the towel and walk out the door

Once again I am to blame

For all the misery of this divorce and all your pain

I know, it’s all my fault because I chose not to see

The necessity of making sacrifices for business opportunities

It excuses the disconnect of the water or the lights

There really was no reason for me to take flight

So you are right, I am to blame

For not backing you up when business waned and waned and waned

To err is human and the third time’s the charm

Is that the point where our love suffered harm

Every chance you get you stick me with barbs

Trying to make small souls think I’m the fraud

So once again I will take the blame

But I won’t stand down or hold my head in shame

Do you feel better now, think you’re the saint

Because I took the blame for all the marriage strain

Do you feel good knowing there is nothing you did

To make me walk away without consulting the kids

So really it’s okay, place the blame on me

I will keep my eyes wide shut because you will see

The finger you’re constantly point at me

Has three pointing directly back at you

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Older and Wiser

Older and Wiser

(7-31-10)

Was it just yesterday when I saw you

Walking up the street

Skinny as can be

Eyes trained staring at me

A smile on your lips

Eyes hard to resist

We talked

We sneaked

Made out

Once or twice a week

I couldn’t wait to see you

I was your candy

You were my cameo

22 years later

We’re back to a future we don’t know

Picking up where we left off

As if it were only a pause

A trace

A minute of time

A phase

This time older and wiser

Seasoned with time

The chemistry still ripe

Juicy ready to bite

With patience on our side

We can slowly collide

All the passion left unfinished

Explore our sensual side

And let fate be our guide

The season has passed

And fate has decided

The hands of time can’t turn back

We aren’t the same

Our mindsets are rearranged

What could have been new

Has now become unglued

Your lifestyle and choices

My expectations voices

Are not compatible to mine

The lack of communication

By phone, text, or email

Has caused a strain

And left me waiting to exhale

So we’ll let sleeping dogs lie

And see this as another passing tide

For the older me

Says leave the drama at the door

And the wiser in me

Says it wasn’t the real thing once more


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My Release Prayer

Father,
I come to You on bended knee
Bearing the wounds that have hurt me
Needing from You Your healing touch
Cause I know You love me so very much

Help me release all this pain I feel
Help me to forgive so I can heal
So I hold on to Your promise to bear
All my burdens You said You would share

I know this notion of forgiveness is something I can't do alone
To love unconditionally is hard on my own
So I'm drawing from your strength to be a better me
And pray that Your love will open my eyes to see

To keep me on the right path and from doing wrong
I know that Your love will make me strong
But I don't want this prayer to stop here
I want it to extend to the one who hurt me so dear

He needs to know the depth and fullness of Your grace
That keeps retaliation from blowing up in his face
Help him learn that forgiveness is the key
In order for anyone to be genuinely happy

I owe all thanks and praise to You
For keeping me sane and blessed too
Because You told me I'm the apple of Your eye
And on You I can totally rely

So Father,
I cast all my cares, worries, negativity on You
Thanking You for positively making me anew
Help me now go forth in Your love
Keeping my head over the stress and rise above

Father, you have given unconditional love to me
To extend to those I cross on my journey
Help me not lose focus or lose my way
Cause I know it will be a serious price to pay

All praises to You
And all honor too
For giving me peace indeed
In my time of need
Thank you, forever and always
Amen

Comments: Finally Getting My Release
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He Looks Like A Man

Ok I’ll tell you what I know

He looks like a man.

You know, tall, dark, and handsome.

I mean, he really looks like a man.

His hair’s cut almost bald to his head.

Shiny looking and the prettiest straight teeth

And then there is his physique

Oh yes, he looks every bit of a man

Broad shoulders, chiseled chest,

Arms so strong, they can hold me up

Washboard abs that ripple beneath my hand

Mmmm, he does look like a man.

Narrow hips, hard thighs

His male wand that speaks magic, no surprise

Oh yes, he looks and feels like my dream man

Mmm, mmm, mmmm!!

But I’m not sure if he acts like one.

I mean, I know he’s going through a rough patch right now

Jobs not being what they use to be

Not to mention, the color of his skin

But not supporting his kids on a regular

For 3 or 4 years

I don’t know, is that a man?

Now don’t get me wrong,

Everybody has it rough at times

He can’t help it if his dream job of working 6 figures didn’t come through

He can’t help it if the bill is due but the stock he invested in made him lose

He can’t help it if his boys need him to help out so he can get the hook up

He can’t help it if his babies mama’s complain that it’s just not enough when he’s giving what he can, not what he must

When he’s doing the best he can to survive himself?

Can he?

I mean, am I wrong for thinking

He just might not be a man, even if he looks like one!

I mean is it really his fault that the only management job he could find is McDonalds instead of Donald Trump Enterprise?

He’s got a lifestyle to maintain, you know.

I mean is it really his fault that the investment his boys told him was a sure deal ended up being a raw deal?

Hey, shit happens, right?  You can’t win them all!

Is it really his fault that women chose to get pregnant by him

And expect him to support the children they gave birth too.

I mean, he didn’t get a vote in Roe vs. Wade

So can you really blame him for not being a constant in their lives?

Ok, all I can do is tell you what I know

I know, I handle my business,

I take care of my family,

I work one, two, three jobs

To make sure my kids have a roof over their heads

I will go hungry, to put food on the table.

I will forgo the gym to put clothes on their backs

I’ll miss going out with girls to pay my bills on time

Whoa!!

Could it be, I’ve answered my own self?

Is this what a man should do?

How can you claim to look like a man,

But not act like one too!

(5-8-09)

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