Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

Am I Your Main Squeeze Or Main Tease

(July 31, 2010)

Am I your main squeeze or your main tease

Feelings overcloud judgement

Judgement hurt by betrayal

Betrayal just and unjust

Because of twisted loves lust

Or the betrayer justice prevailed

How does a deceiver become the betrayed?

And caused to rant and rave

The commitment given to the tease

Is no different from the squeeze

Yet the tease acts like the squeeze

Seeking revenge for the hurt the betrayer leaves

As crazy as this may sound

It’s a true story I learned from around

There can be no betraying the main tease

If the tease is betraying the main squeeze

The only right to justice or revenge

Is for all to end up not being friends

For the common hold

Is the deceiver of the fold

Who could not contain loves lustful end

Between the three chose

So I’m giving this caution

To the betrayer, the tease, and the squeeze

Don’t lose your cool

Because you all are already fools

Puppets on a string

Of sex, lies, and deceit

This situation can’t be made right

Or complete

Whatever’s done in the dark

Will come to light

Cause it is not fair

To the ones left out blind

So stop and count

The cost this time

Cause it is definitely

Not worth the crime

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Older and Wiser

Older and Wiser

(7-31-10)

Was it just yesterday when I saw you

Walking up the street

Skinny as can be

Eyes trained staring at me

A smile on your lips

Eyes hard to resist

We talked

We sneaked

Made out

Once or twice a week

I couldn’t wait to see you

I was your candy

You were my cameo

22 years later

We’re back to a future we don’t know

Picking up where we left off

As if it were only a pause

A trace

A minute of time

A phase

This time older and wiser

Seasoned with time

The chemistry still ripe

Juicy ready to bite

With patience on our side

We can slowly collide

All the passion left unfinished

Explore our sensual side

And let fate be our guide

The season has passed

And fate has decided

The hands of time can’t turn back

We aren’t the same

Our mindsets are rearranged

What could have been new

Has now become unglued

Your lifestyle and choices

My expectations voices

Are not compatible to mine

The lack of communication

By phone, text, or email

Has caused a strain

And left me waiting to exhale

So we’ll let sleeping dogs lie

And see this as another passing tide

For the older me

Says leave the drama at the door

And the wiser in me

Says it wasn’t the real thing once more


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I Simply Don't Exist

I don't think you could have expressed to me

By your words, actions, or deeds

How dead I really am to you

Finally I get it

It's as if all the intimate feelings we shared

Disappeared in thin air

It's as if the times when things were going good 

Never happened

It's as if my face and body in every picture we've ever taken

Were cut out, I don't exist

It's as if the children we created in love

Were born by an immaculate conception

I don't exist

Finally I get it.

The tears I cry, you won't wipe away

The pain I feel, you wouldn't numb

If my heart would bleed, you wouldn't seal the wound

Cause I ceased to exist to you

It's sad but true

At one point I was your friend

I was your lover

I was your confidant

But time grew us apart 

And I broke your heart

Even a dog is given food when it whines

Even a dog is given water when it pants

But when i knock on your door

I can't cross the threshold

But when I ask for help

I am told not from here

When I seek for understanding

I get no sympathy, not even empathy

I don't exist

So you've moved on

What we had is all gone

But what happened to forgiveness

Don't we need it to get along

Because as fate would have it

We have at least 10 years to go

By then the youngest 
Will become old

I must be lower than a friend

Because they can be heard

I must be lower than a co-worker

Because you can work as a team

I must be lower than a stranger

Because they are given common courtesy

I must be lower than your enemy

Because at least they get a passing glance

Finally i get it, I simply don't exist

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